Well, i decided to create this blog to help me cope with everything in my life that kinda sucks. I know that it is not the end of the world and that everything is going to be ok. I just always feel better when i write or in this case type out my feelings. :) I have always been an optimistic person. As of now, i have no car..hardly any money...and my dog is going to have puppies. Also my boyfriend, who is the most amazing man in the world, works during the week and i work on the weekends and some of the week. We rarely see each other now. I love him so much and miss him. This past weekend, i was able to spend the night with him at his mother's house while she was on a trip with her boyfriend. This may sound like we were being bad but here is the story behind it. :) His mom asked if we would watch his sister together. I think she just wanted a girl to be around too. We had a blast! I really got the feel of what it would be like if we lived together. I wish we lived together. I really do want to spend the rest of my life with him. Unfortunately both of our vehicles are broken and we cannot get to each other easily. I appreciate his friends so much for helping me with my ride situation. They are truly amazing! :D I hope they realize that. Today i realized that my doggy is preggars...we are already having money problems and we can certainly not afford to take care of any more dogs. I hope we are able to find homes for them. They are gonna be adorable. I know that for sure. :) Money is the main problem. If i had a ton of money, i would not have any problems with getting a car, taking care of puppies, seeing my boyfriend, or having to work so much. Things would certainly be easier.
Michelle
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