It is not the end..

The lies, the fights, the neglect, the lazy, the carelessness, the rudness...it all adds up. It boils to a point where it overflows and it cannot be handled any longer. Why did i put up with it for so long? What was the reason for putting myself through so much? It just didn't make any sense. He was so perfect for me. We had everything in common and we always made each other laugh in the darkest of times. The beginning was amazing..getting to know each other, holding hands and kissing for the first times. He even brought me flowers. We became closer and closer..to a point where we knew each others next moves. The relationship we had was one that would make anyone jealous. Before i knew it, a year had passed and we were still going strong. Many obstacles however had been thrown in front of us and we had to dodge. It was not easy and we fought so much. Turned out there was debt, no highschool diploma, and he lost his truck to stupidity. All of this did not make me give up on the relationship? This would be a lot to handle for anyone. I just stood up tall..kept my chin up and did everything i could to help him get through it all. I lost money, precious time, and mileage on my car. I really did sacrifice things for him. What did he really do for me? He worked at a movie theater, then at Whirlpool, got fired so worked at a convenient store, left that job to go back to whirlpool, lost that job after a week, then got a job at papa johns pizza. He couldn't even hold down a decent job. Decides to ask me to marry him...i say yes because i do love him. Now, two years have passed and he has finally gotten enrolled in college..he wants to go into the military after 15 hours of school. However he works at papa johns and has an opportunity to make a decent amount of money. He chooses to do the least amount of work possible and brings home a 150 dollar check. Not ok. It is enough. Though we have been through a lot and i do truly love him, i will not be treated in such a way for the rest of my life. Currently, he is on his last chance..absolute last chance. One screw up and i am gone.