Confusion is nothing new..

My life is booming! Since i graduated TCC with my associate degree in Psychology, i have been doing wonderful! :D I am currently attending classes at Northeastern State University Broken Arrow campus in Oklahoma. I am going for my Bachelors in Psychology. My first two classes that i attended on Wednesday were wonderful! The greatest part is on of those professors instructs another one of my classes as well. He is really cool too. Take home exams and movies! What more could i ask for!!! :D In other news, John and I are still together...we have had some more difficult times, but it will be ok. I just know it will be. :) i am hoping to see him tomorrow in the morning for work out time! If he does not get up, i will just go by myself. He will then have to prove to me that he will straighten up and man up. Life has certainly not been easy. I am hoping it will get easier though. He better get into them military soon. I am not going to stand for this much longer. Or will i? I do think it is getting a bit ridiculous Michelle. You complain about the relationship and talk about how aweful it can be sometimes and yet you don't do anything to change that. Why won't you just let him go? Why not just leave the relationship? Are you scared? It is ok to be scared Michelle...i think you just need to sleep now. Maybe some sleep and some one on one time with him tomorrow will help.